stay at home happiness ????

here's something weird, funny, and intriguing:

just this year, i sat for my immunology exam... and my aquaculture exam ... and my pharmacology exam ... and my cell culture exam ..

the same thing happened last year, but consisted of different modules.

then at the end of the same year, we start a fresh semester, learn new modules and have to sit for tests and exams.

the WEIRD FUNNY AND INTRIGUING THING IS at the end of the year I FORGET WHAT I LEARNED IN THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR.

is this normal? probably is, seeing how all of my classmates struggle with the same issue. except maybe tricia, she's the goddess of academics. LOL!

switching topics, every time it's the exam or test period and i study i always fall asleep halfway. always. really, no exception. then when i am legit done studying for the day (which i dreadfully drag myself awake and try to finish up the remaining pages) i can't fall asleep!!!! i just worry about the tests, my grades, if uni is gna accept me, my future, death, etc, blablalba. I have so many worries. at this rate, i don't even think death will kill me. this will bring death to me. LOLz. i don't make sense... pretty much explains my whole life.

i am not bothering much about grammar in this post, probz the next few ones as well. so uh. 

fuck bcr?????

peace.

xoxo

PS
Not sure if it's just the stress getting to me .... The last time I felt desperate for relief I chopped my hair off. In secondary 3, last year ... The same feeling is back, and I just feel like I need a change. 
Also thinking of getting inked AGAIN. 
Will do it AFTER I get accepted into at least ONE uni. As a reward. For hard work. And perseverance. And the upcoming pseudo depression because of LDR and studies. Lmao.

don't bother about the brand she is advertising just look at her hair colour LMAO

as u can see diana werkin dat layered bob

I will probably look back at this post and go "wtf were u thinking gin." 

WE SHALL SEE

Also, since it's BCR "week", I finally have the time to workout again. Guess what???? I died about 30 mins ish in to the work out. 
As usual. Didn't exercise for a week, kinda expecting it lmao.

fuck life